last post for 2013.

there are passages in my book that i know them by heart
and those are the ones that i wrote about you

there are sentences that i know them by heart
and those are these love letters that i've wrote
but never did have the valor to place it under our bed covers

there are words that i know them by heart
and i've been carrying them on a piece of folded paper
with your name on it
in case that one day i am no longer here to grow old together

and yet at the end of the day, i will always think of you
reading my passages, my words and my letters of;
how many of them were read aloud
how many laughs 
how many tears are shed
or how many are never to be opened at all

because even if they get burned, lost or forgotten
all of the passages and sentences and words that i know them by heart
will always be there
and will always be about you


aku pergi, aku tak akan muncul lagi depan kau,
cuma satu, biar aku sayang kau diam-diam, dan tiada siapa yang tahu
biar aku simpul kemas dalam hati, sorang-sorang
aku lebih bahagia begini.

--penerimaan, yang sakit.

01:19 AM. 15/10/2013.